Today is the 7th September 2009 . Just last week, my so called god-granny past away . It never really occur much impact on me about her death until the day i went to the funeral on Saturday night . I stood beside the coffin and held my tears very well, until Mom asked me if i felt anything .

Yeah . . . i felt as if my uncle's funeral was just yesterday . And memories flooded back again . People kept on saying, cherish while it's still there, don't regret when it's gone . Heard it before and i heard it many times . I went to check the dictionary what cherish really means, and it is defined to protect and love . I was hoping someone could tell me how do i cherish one .

I wish god-granny all the best in the other world .

When shit comes, they come all together .

At first, i thought he was at fault . Then what she did was too much, and now, she is at fault . And he . . . i pity . For she is doing something that destroys this happy ending .

You can call me anytime you want, talk all you want, coz i will listen to you cry . No worries about me losing sleep, coz i'm more worried about you losing yourself . If i were you, i will try and end it early, whatever the result is . Solve, don't hide, even if solving is by your greatest fear, do it .

I wish you all the best, really do .